#also. no i don't know how to take the video from the pens ig and post it on here. i'm technologically challenged

[imjustemo4genoyall]

"Six goal in six games, the first player since 1917 to do that in the National Hockey League!"

Evgeni Vladimirovich Malkin is the greatest hockey player in the world idgaf idc physically fight me 😌

[tianaluxtalks]

I told myself that I have to get back to journaling and didn't really know where to start...should I write physically with pen and paper or should I write in my Google docs like I used to in the past...but finally after a talk with God, here I am. On Tumblr. The OG journal pad I used to used back in the day. (LOL) Anyways, I told God that I wanted to be able to monetize the things I do using this new Mac that I bought so through sitting down and writing on this website, hopefully the thoughts will come and I will be able to build an online community that will appreciate the words I have to share. (Patreon maybe?) Who knows, but I'm just here getting it all out and seeing where it takes me. I hope to make this a daily, if not, an every other day habit so that I can form some sort of discipline in getting out whatever is on my mind. I used to be in therapy and no longer go, but I remember before them telling me the importance of writing and journaling so I'm do it....Here we go!

I watched this video of my younger self today taking about Eating Your Fruit on my YT Channel (TIANALUXTALKS) and it really just inspired me. It's like sometimes you just have to remind yourself who tf you are sometimes and it just made me think about the things I was really into. I used to be so health conscious and into my health (& mental) and I really wanna get back to that. I want to be able to be a reflection of the positive thoughts I have roaming in my head. And I also want to leave behind physical proof, evidence, and trails of the things I said I wanna do so I can go back and see how far I've come. Not only that, but today I had this talk with a friend about how I wanna start a vlog and she thought it was a really good idea but little do she know I already have one...My other friend also reminded me to go check it out because they said they checked my link tree. Mind you, I haven't been on my link tree in I don't know how long! LOL. So It's like wow, I have all these ingredients to make a cake, but I'm being so stubborn and acting lost as if I'm not a professional baker ...if that makes sense. lmao. But anyway, I want to use all these tools I have to manifest something new and creative in my life. I have many different influences and people I can emulate, but really I want whatever I have in my mind, thoughts, and soul to come out to be an original work of art.

I have so many different outlets I wanna do.

Firstly, I wanna go back to making videos on my Youtube. Once I decide my niche for what I'm going to talk about on my channel when I relaunch it, I want to eventually turn those post into a Patreon subscriptions for those who want to pay for deeper content. I already have my IG page set up for the inner BTS content I want to share that correlates with my YT channel. I have notes on my phone about how to market things, creating reels, shorts, going live, etc so once I come up with scripts and ideas of what I wanna talk about, it will all get posted. I'm gonna use Chat GPT and astrology to really figure out what's really going to get things going because I'm that type of girly so yeah.

I already have this brand that I'm sticking to which is TIANALUX, & then everything that comes after that will be the branches under that. So TIANALUXART is one, TIANALUXTALKS is another etc. I'm gonna change the picture of TIANALUXTALKS to that same picture I use on my main IG page. I'm going to create a new introduction with reggae/dancehall mashup song with my picture and my art to be my new intro video for Youtube. (I'll work on that tonight)

(SB: I think I'm gonna take a break from posting on @tianalux OR just post my travels and when it comes to marketing use that page to carry over interested people etc.)

I need to start promoting myself and getting into groups on FB as well to find likeminded individuals to support what I have going on.

What else, what else...

Hmmm, I'm stop here for now & come back!

[livvywrites]

25 (nora), 26 (no clue), 27 (whenever bc ur sleep schedule is fucked so time is an illusion), 28 (u do good plans tho u don't always plan and THEN write), 29 (no clue), 30 (def), 31 (somewhere nobody is talking at u), 32 (harry potter bc then you'd be super rich), 33 (gayyy), 34 (pirates are hot), 35 (never use said), 36 (pens who likes pencils), 37 (snarky or heart of gold or both), 38 (movie, songs, theme park, video game), 39 (u named a character sid so that probs)

25. Who is your favorite character you’ve written about?

yyyyep xD

26. Who is your favorite fictional character in general?

uhhh. ??? i have no idea.

27. What time of day do you usually write?

lmfao that is the fucking truth. i write whenever & wherever because who cares honestly

28. How much planning and/or research do you do before you start writing?

ha

yep. planning before i write is something i only do like. 25% of the time. i definitely don’t plan before i write short stories which is probs why i rarely finish them lmao.

29. What writing related accomplishment are you the most proud of?

getting better at descriptions / finishing my first novel / finishing the martyr queen / figuring out how to plan stuff

30. Have you ever dreamt about your characters?

hmmm

i don’t recall ever dreaming about them??? but that doesn’t mean i haven’t lmfao

31. What is your ideal writing environment?

oof yeah that’s a good environment. i know they say you shouldn’t write in bed but. that is definitely a place i like to write.

32. Which published book do you wish you had written?

& everyone would also know my name & what i look like & THAT is a big no no thank you.

i actually can’t think of a published book i would want to have written?

33. Which themes do you like to write about the most?

yes xD gay ships & found family & acceptance & finding a home & belonging & recovery

34. What is the best advice you have for a beginning writer?

pirate’s are hot but i don’t think that’s writing advice, more like a statement of fact.

my writing advice would just be to like. follow what you love & eventually you’ll find that story that feels RIGHT & those characters that feel RIGHT & things will carry you from there

35. What is the worst writing advice you’ve ever heard?

oh god that one is—yes. i actually believed that one for a while RIP

i also hate anything putting down mary sues/wish fulfillment stuff; the stuff that says you should write every day; & ANYTHING that implies there’s only one way to write correctly.

36. Do you prefer pens or pencils?

oof yes

pens, def pens. mechanical pencils aren’t too bad ig but pens are smoother. ((i have a small collection of .05 blue ink pens that i adore & i refuse to write with anything that isn’t one of them))

37. What traits do your protagonists usually have?

lmao—snarky, grumpy, heart of gold, & self sacrificing is definitely a trend in my protags xD

38. What is your ultimate writing goal?

l m f a o

absolutely songs & video game. movie... id prefer tv show but i’ll take a movie. theme park—i mean. it’d be cool, but like. seems a li’l excessive 😂

i think my ultimate writing goal is just to like. help somebody get through a rough time.

39. What is the weirdest thing you’ve ever written about?

lmfao

the weirdest thing i’ve ever written abt i’m not going to share 😂 you don’t really want to know trust me

uhhh. outside of that thing though, um. fuck. i don’t know, man. maybe i just can’t think of anything on par with that but nothing else is coming to mind